Mood: not sure
Topic: Bitchy rants
I'm a bit peeved at myself for letting the Briar County Blues blog die. But I guess it was inevitable - I am a lazy bastard after all. It nearly worked too, before other annoying issues got in the way.
The urge to do this is still there, still burrowing around in my brain trying to find a way out. The problem seems to be that the little bastard urge doesn't have a story attached to it. At least, not that I've noticed. Plus I've got that annoying reluctance hanging around in me that doesn't want to start a project that I know I'm unlikely to finish. Trust me, they pile up and are a bitch to dust.
This is not to say that I don't have a couple little story ideas simmering in the brainpan. I just don't see them getting any further than say 10 paragraphs or so before something stupid gets in the way of things and it withers away. When something like that dies I end up totally abandoning that idea - dead ends that get trimmed when I forget why I was hanging on to them in the first place.
*Yawn* Yet another 'I don't have the emotional fortitude to write' post out of me. I suppose if I'd just sit my ass down and use the time I waste posting these on actual writage maybe something would happen. Wishful thinking, most of the time. No, damn the pessimism too - I think I should start something and let it live or die as fate decides. These abortive dismissals aren't going to get anything written, are they?
Stay tuned...