Again
Mood:  not sure
Topic: It's all about me
I'm getting that feeling again - the vague urge to write something down. I don't like it. This particular urge is annoying because it never seems to have any actual material backing it up. Before when this would happen it would drive me apeshit because I had no outlet, but things are different now. I am currently involved in 3 active games (and 1 inactive one, but we're not going to get into that again...) which make for excellent writing exercise.

Is this going to make a difference? I don't know yet, but so far it still feels the same. I don't like the restless insomnia attacks that strike me; I don't care for the frustrating moments when my fingers rest on the keys motionless and waiting. I don't like how I feel when I look at old files growing cold, or at new ideas scribbled down writhing in their birth agonies.

I'm getting a headache now.